Day 1
I've just had a conversation with my friend, "SIR." Let me feel you in on what my blog is about, it's just about me finding that confidence/happiness. I just wanna be happy, and go further.
I have my problems: 1.) Lazy
2.)Procrastination
3.)Anger.....and so on.
Anyways i just feel so mad at the world. I don't feel loved on a relationship level. I mean I've been alone for 17 years, and i know people who are wost off than me. Just tell me why can't i even find someone who hates me, or trying to use me. I mean I'm not saying i want someone to take advantage on me, because that's already happen. And i look back and think, GOSH, was i that stupid. But i just want to know when is my time to find love. Not even love, but just something. Every time i find someone i like, they just find someone in like the same day. I just wanna know when does my happiness come in. And I'm happy for everything the "MAN UPSTAIRS" has done, but i don't understand, what's all this mean. This is what i think I'm needing to do, i think i need to go through all this pain and self potty, to get to anointed, or better place.
Music Video of the Moment: http.//www.Youtube.com/watch?v=aIR4AI_wJ5k
