Day 1
I've just had a conversation with my friend, "SIR." Let me feel you in on what my blog is about, it's just about me finding that confidence/happiness. I just wanna be happy, and go further.
I have my problems: 1.) Lazy
2.)Procrastination
3.)Anger.....and so on.
Anyways i just feel so mad at the world. I don't feel loved on a relationship level. I mean I've been alone for 17 years, and i know people who are wost off than me. Just tell me why can't i even find someone who hates me, or trying to use me. I mean I'm not saying i want someone to take advantage on me, because that's already happen. And i look back and think, GOSH, was i that stupid. But i just want to know when is my time to find love. Not even love, but just something. Every time i find someone i like, they just find someone in like the same day. I just wanna know when does my happiness come in. And I'm happy for everything the "MAN UPSTAIRS" has done, but i don't understand, what's all this mean. This is what i think I'm needing to do, i think i need to go through all this pain and self potty, to get to anointed, or better place.
Music Video of the Moment: http.//www.Youtube.com/watch?v=aIR4AI_wJ5k
I feel that...kind of. I'm married, but I've often felt alone. I'm not sure how old you are, but if you're just 17, trust me you're better off alone right now, keep your mind straight. But relationships are fun when you just let them happen, be honest and allow your heart to be open and experience loving someone and them loving you. But just know that your heart can be broken, but it's worth it. I wouldn't be the same without all that I've been through, the good and the bad....
ReplyDeletesorry so long..